Silent Despair

I came across this passage online. Was touched and saddened. Despair and helpless were my sense. A silent prayer for you, my friend (whoever wrote this....)

Who is that in the mirror,whose face look very familiar,
but yet it is a different face,one that has fallen out of grace.
What is my tomorrow?Is it none but sorrow?
I’m no longer the person I used to be,
I’ve become a monster - a banshee.
My anger, my emotions I can no longer contain,
my every reactions I can no longer restrain.
Why does this have to happen to me?
No one can answer, cos no one can see.
Plans I once had remained as intentions,
I cannot visualise it becoming actions.
I am defeated through and through,
being played around like a fool.
In hell I have stayed for two years now.
Eternity in hell… could be anytime now.

Sick.

I am sick. Down with flu and cough. Had a bad headache too with all the coughing. I don't like the feeling of being sick. After the all the medication, you just feel so weak. Especially the flu medication where it makes one in drowsy state the whole day :(.

But, being sick can also make one feels loved and warm :) You get text messages that check if you are alright, if you have seen a doctor, if you have taken lunch, if you can eat Twisties :P

I was very afraid to fall sick when I was in Moscow. Simply because, unlike Singapore, you cannot just walk into a clinic. And half the time, the more renowned ones will reap you off like nobody's business. Here in Singapore, a day of mc may not be a bad thing. At least I get some good rest :)

Beauty of motherhood

This is not a calling of my maternal instinct. I was looking through the photos I took yesterday and these 3 caught my eyes particularly. Aren't the girls beautiful? I mean both mothers and daughters. Natural beauty is the most beautiful form of beauty isn't it?

Looking at this collage, I can't help but be reminded of our Cedar days. We were young, we were fun, we were unaccomplished then. Though life has changed, this family has expanded, ties still remains.

A Sweet Message

Line sent me this sms last night;

Line: Boy, do you love Ganma and Aunty Jenny?
Fu: Only Ganma
Line: Why?
Fu: Because Ganma loves me.
Line: Aunty Jenny loves you too.......

Oh...how I love my boy :)

Kidz' Day Out

It's one of those Sat mornings. The usual gang had decided a get-together at my place. This time with Fu and family. Swimming was the day's highlight. Here are some memories.....

I wonder if they will all grow up to be best of friends. It would be so wonderful.....that they have one another too :)