Pebble's 2nd year anniversary

It's your 2nd anniversary. I cannot tell you how much I miss you. Someone dear, wrote this for me about you. I want to share it with you on your anniversary....

glimpses
reaching out, touching you
the warmth of your hug
as our nose touch
breathe the life in you,in me
almost
it builds on..
those rainy nights
are you comforted
with warmth and love
or in some corners
abandoned?
it builds on...
can I hang my soul
or stow it away
so the pain doesn't grow
it's like a 1000 stab
only to be resurrected again
double the pain
like being maimed
it builds on....
the weight of the memories
wearing me down
still glimpses of you
as I reached out
you fade away
yearning

2 years in 26 days...

I was frantically looking for a video clip I had of Pebble last night. It was one that had her wearing shoes and trying to walk. The thought of losing the clip was unbearable. Only through the clips will I see her "alive" again. She had left us for almost 2 years but the pain of not having her around anymore had not reduced at all.

A Dream...

I dreamt of Pebble last night.
I dreamt that I found her.
I dreamt that I cuddled her.
I dreamt that I played with her.
I dreamt of her pointed ears.
I dreamt of her little barks.
But it's only a dream.....

A Sweet Message

Line sent me this sms last night;

Line: Boy, do you love Ganma and Aunty Jenny?
Fu: Only Ganma
Line: Why?
Fu: Because Ganma loves me.
Line: Aunty Jenny loves you too.......

Oh...how I love my boy :)

Kidz' Day Out

It's one of those Sat mornings. The usual gang had decided a get-together at my place. This time with Fu and family. Swimming was the day's highlight. Here are some memories.....

I wonder if they will all grow up to be best of friends. It would be so wonderful.....that they have one another too :)

Hello...Ganma :)

Phone rings.....

Me: Hello?
Baobei: Hi Ganma (loud and clear)
Me: Boy! What are you doing?
Baobei: I.....(cannot decipher)...playing toys. Ganma you see...
Baobei's mummy: Ganma cannot see :)
Baobei: Ganma, you see the colours.
Me: Ganma cannot see you :(
Baobei's mummy: What do you want to ask Ganma?
Baobei: Ganma.....(cannot decipher again :() want to come?
Me: You want me to go to your house?
Baobei: Yes
Baobei's mummy: He asked how come you didn't come over just now?
Baobei: How come you didn't come?
Me: Ganma was at Ganma's muumy's house.
Baobei's mummy: Ok bye!
Baobei: Bye Ganma, BYE (loud and clear and so chirpy :))
Me: Bye, Boy :)
Me in thoughts......my baobei just called me :)

Which is better?

Jenny and I have this idea of submitting our baobeis' photos to the Straits Times (the column that shows all the cute bbs). What do you think of these shots of Sophie? Which do you prefer? I can't decide...she is just sooooooo cute :)

1.3...time passes so fast!

Today marks 1.3. Time passes so fast. But memories seem to stay....

1.2 today....

This is meant for me again. It's ok if you don't understand what it means.

1.1

It's ok if you do not understand this post. It's meant for me.

Sophie...

Many who read this blog will know about Fu, Darren and Chloe. Some will know about the new additions we have last year. This is one of them....Sophie. See how she has grown :)

P/s: I hope I got the photos right..that they are all Sophies...Liang Mama, please ascertain :P

Best of Friends - The Next generation :)

I love these photos...what about you?